When I Awake

Why did You make me like this?
Free and easily move
Why did disease not choose me?
Feels like I'll never lose

Why do I have so much time?
Loose and carelessly use
Why do these dreams confuse me
Seems like I'll never lose

So what do you want me to do?
If I really trust You
So what if I lose it all, too?
If I really love You

And when I awake
Dreamed of something
I'm still the same
Changed has nothing
And when I walk out
Held from stumbling
All for granted
Please change something!